Today was a hard day! Robby woke up went to work and I started off my day being a mommy and studying for a final I had to take today. Robby came home early so I could go to SLC and take my test. Everything seemed great but when I got home my husband looked at me with a very serious face and said "I have some bad news." I looked at him and and for a second I thought someone had died or was hurt. He then said "I got layed off". I instantly started to cry so many emotions ran through my mine and we didnt see this coming at all. Those of you that don't know my husband, he never never cries, ever! He hardly ever shows any emotion and he started to cry and we just hugged eachother and cried together. It was a HUGE shock. Right before the baby Wes was born Robby got a HUGE raise and a company I-phone so who would have thought this would come three months later?? I know everything will be okay and that is why we have been building a savings, for times like these right? I am just sad because I know I will have to go back to work now. With the pay Robby was making I was able to stay home and be with my baby but there is no way he will make was he was making, it was such a blessing that we did get that pay for the months that he worked. I am blessed that when I do go back to work my mother in law is just up the road to help us out. This is mine and my husbands first real trial as a family. Ever since we have been married we have never stressed about money and have always been able to go and do whatever we want. This is such a humbling experience for sure and this is the first time I have personally been affected by the economy and it sucks. I know that we are blessed and we have so much friends and family support and we will be okay. I know our heavenly father will watch over us and keep a roof over our heads. But Merry Christmas to us! haha!
