So its time for another Welling baby!! Its crazy I know. About a month before I got pregnant with Weston I would ask Robby if it was time to have a baby and he would always say "no" and I would agree. Not time for a baby. Well I would keep having this feeling that it was time for our little boy to come. I would have dreams about a little boy and I would always talk about boy names to friends and boy things. But both me and Robby just ignored our feelings to have a baby and well the story is history and he came anyway. When I found out I was pregnant I was 99 percent sure it was my little boy that I had kept dreaming about and thinking about. We just love him to peices!!
So... about a month or two ago I had a dream about having a baby and have been thinking we needed to have a baby again this time I feel like its a girl..(I know I am creppy) But I really just want to finish school before I have another baby its already complicated enough. I mentioned to Rob about a month ago "want to have another baby?" He was like "no" and I am like ya I think we should wait. Well school started and I just keep having these feelings to have another baby but I just decided to keep them to myself because I thought I was crazy. School is pretty intense this semester and when I get into the nursing program it will only get worse. So I made a final decison in my head to NOT have another baby till I am done. Just as I had made the decision I got a call from a nurse at work to come in and get my second round of Hep B shot. (Its required). So its the first time I met this nurse and I was just asking to her about her nusring and blah blah. Well she said that when she went through nursing school she had TWO children and also had to work full time and watch kids on the side of that. She said that going through nursing school with kids is 100 percent do-able as long as you have a dedicated dad and husband who will support you all the way through..Well thats Robby right there. So then began the thoughts of having a baby. I still didn't say anything to Robby because I wanted to see if these feelings wents away. Well one Sunday Robby went to church by himself. He later told me that when he was sitting in church he looked at this little girl and had a feeling come to him that said "It is time to have another baby!" When Rob told me this I cried because I was happy and mad all at the same time. I don't really want another kid right now but I am happy to know that we are both having these feelings about our little baby. So....there is no point ingoring it now. We ignored the feeling with Weston and he came anyway so I am getting off birth control and are going to start trying. We have faith that the Lord knows what he is doing:) This past conference was another answer to our feelings as well. Several talks about having families and having children and not waiting till your finacially ready or done with school.
