Girls Girls Girls

So since we have found out that we are having a girl I have had a lot of thoughts that go through my head. 


I am a little stressed about a couple things...


- I CANT raise myself! Or anyone remotely close to the emotionally, whiney, crazy, dramatic child I was. I need to start thanking my mom daily for raising me!!
- Elementary: mean girls, insecurities, being left out and drama!
-Junior high:  everything mentioned above but only worse and cheerleading or dance try-outs
- High school: everything mentioned above only worse and with a car and a boyfriend (not if I have anything to do with it!)
- An older brother with friends... in the same house as his younger sister with friends (but unfortunately only 23 months apart!)... oh I am not so naive, don't even think I don't see the immediate danger in that!  
- WESTON is so much FUN!! I love having a little dude that is so happy and relaxed (for the most part).  Boys really are so fun and he does the funniest things all the time and girls well they come with DRAMA! haha 


But in all seriousness I am excited to meet this little bean and girl shopping well lets be honest is a lot more fun because you can accessorize (bows, bracelets, etc)  I am excited to get my little girl so one day if I need to be taken care of she will take me in so I won't have to go to a nursing home haha.  (I only think of those things because of where I work) I know I will love her so much and Robby will be such a great father to a little girl!!   I am ready for the battle of "this doesn't match" or "I need the expensive jeans not the cheap ones" or "I wish we were rich like my friend ....." or "why can't I go to the movie with the boys, you don't even understand."  These are all these I have said to my mother a time or two. But one day she will love me!